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Broken Heart :(
- what happened? :(pockets
- I met someone like 7 months ago, at the time me and my girlfriend were in this difficult phase...and I moved one unsure of my feelings.oey
- I started an open relationship with this other girl who also just had broke up with her boyfriend recently.oey
- we both were unsure if it was a good idea to brake up with our previous lovers and we both knew that there was a possibility to go back.oey
- things is it felt so good that I stopped thinking about all the other things also when I was still unsure and still had feelings for my ex.oey
- so over xmas she spent it with er ex-family and I knew that the possibility of her going back were strong. we were very talkative and open.oey
- and over new years eve I was pretty sure she'd go back cause she has feelings for the guy.oey
- thing is I realized slowly that I really have feelings for her but didn't open the game not to pressure her.oey
- :(pockets
- i also told her everytime we talked that she should follow her heart. i was being sincere but i was not expecting to suffer like this.oey
- she told it to me yesterday that she'll give it another try cause she feels she owes it to herself and to their relation.oey
- fair enough. thing is I'm totally devastated and I told her about my feelings very frankly.oey
- we had a really sweet, beautiful but also sad afternoon together. we spent our time laying in the couch hugged and with tears in our eyes. fuck...oey
- I feel really bad, and felt all the time cause of my ex. and now...it ends like this :(oey
- I told her I could not see her for a while...that totally kills me, her absence. I never met someone that fitted with me like this before.oey
- she feels the same though...feelings are feelings. she said maybe we should have closed the other doors so we could have open this one completely. well...oey
- Have been listening to Sebastien Tellier for two days in a row...crazy.oey
- cheer up oey, it’s a big world out there, lots of girls and even more/better shit to do out thereGuyFawkes
- get out of your comfort zone for a while, buy a plane ticket, do/go sum differentGuyFawkes
- You fucking pimp!
https://media.giphy.…utopian - Thanks Guy! I'm going to spend a week in Berlin with some writers and musician friends. And in February I'll spend hopefully a month in Portugal.oey
- besides I have too many things to do to feel miserable, have to put this Risograph working.oey
- LOL @ utopianoey