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    My girlfriend is in China on a business trip for a month, visiting factories and stuff. After the first week I started smoking again, I went to a party and could not resist go grab a pack of dunhills on the road and smoked the whole package during the night. On the next day, I can't explain why, but I bought another. Since that I'm like a smokestack.

    Today while we where speaking she mentioned how disgusting it is that almost every man whom she met in Shenzen somkes and smells like an ashtray, and how proud she is because I quit smoking normal cigarettes.

    I could not tell her what was going on, instead I threw the box with the remaining cigarettes on top of the cabinet. And now I want to smoke so badly, but I feel my self like a teen who tries to hide its bad habits away from his parents. I'm a weak shit, and starting to feel guilt because I didn't told her the truth.

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    • Vape bro~~
      actually just quit. you did it before. shouldn't be as hard right?      pango
    • I don't know cuz i Ain't a QUITTER!pango
    • jk :Ppango
    • 1 cigarette will get me smoking again. i've relapsed twice, and took me many 3 years before i was able to quit for good. i've not smoked in 4 years now.omg
    • yeah but my guilt won't go away because of that :F also i pretty much enjoy smoking quality tobacco so vaping isn't my thing :)sted
    • can't disagree with that...
      work has been ridiculous stressful. i've become a weekday smoker again...      pango
    • so tell her. clearly u valued the smokes more than what she thought. dont be in a irrational limbo.deathboy
    • especially since u through the box on the cabinet and not in the trash. https://www.youtube.…deathboy
    • get a vape, like pango saidmonospaced
    • deathboy yeah cool bro but that's not the best idea, her mother just passed away because of lung cancer she is a little bit sensitive on the subject...sted
    • The beginning of the end.canoe
    • <Yep. So you fell off the wagon, big deal. We all do once in a while. Now make a choice. You know what's at stake.sea_sea
    • This should be a scene in a movie.Maaku
    • Ya better come clean. Otherwise she's gonna suspect you're cheating.pango
    • you know what you should do, post about it on a public forum full of trolling fucktards with nothing better to that mess with people..autoflavour
    • hahh, 4chan isn't the best place for this right now :) I told her, now we have two weeks to get over this :)sted
    • Good for you sted. Says lots about you. Also, this is qbn, not everyone is trolling.sea_sea
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