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Got this long, personal email mistakenly... I had to read it.
So tired of your lies...I wont tolerate your lies, drinking, wanting and talking to other women or smoking if I was to give u another chance
I know it will never happen and thats why God gave me a job in south scottsdale and pays enuf I can finally be on my own...just cuz I dont make much dsnt mean im not living right...I know several millionaires who are aethist... there are lots of people who dont make enuf to have their own place...marty, anngelwhore, Samantha dont either...do u give them a hard time about it like you do me...
U dont get it...go to celebrate recovery and get professional counseling
They r going to tell you the same thing...you will never be able to have a healthy relationship w any woman until u get better physically and mentally
We could've had a great life together but its you that has too many issues and needs to change...you r not same man I married...you are a mess and living in denial...you are a lying, cheating alcoholic that smokes a lot
Its hard to be nice to you when all u did for 30 years when you never loved me or take care of me and treat me like Christ loved the church
You're sooo mean and treat me like dirt and always have
Btw last place I worked has gone thru another three people in billing dept...since march, six people have left or left go and now they have two new ones...front desk went thru over 8 people while I was there and when I left I was 3rd in seniority with 15 ft employees...the place was a zoo and they were paying me less than front desk and MAs so I didnt care if they let me go cuz they hired two people to replace me...
I didnt care if they left me go cuz I had confidence id find a better job and I did within two weeks tho it didnt start until now...in a year my wages will pay for the time I was off last four months and hopefully neuro dr can fix my pain and if not going to try accupuncture
So stop saying I have no self esteem...I used to believe before the divorce I could do anything and would get published and we would build a cabin and grow old together but u screwed that up and continue to screw that up w all ur addictions...you are one very very sick man
Those dreams are gone for now...I have to make enuf to survive first and write in spare time tho I dont have to get published or build a cabin as I have no desire to retire alone on the property
Get help...get better...I no longer will tolerate your lies, drinking, smoking and wanting other women if u ever want a chance w me...but im not waiting for you...I cant wait to move closer to work, buy my own place and God knows what kind of man I want as a helpmate and so far He has not given me peace w any man I have met cuz so far they all lie and have way too many issues
Enjoy this beautiful day and go to church and celebrate recovery
- odd. did you reply?Gnash
- she sounds like a keeper.. no wonder he drinksautoflavour
- marty, anngelwhore and samantha got it going onGnash
- my advice, do not google anngelwhoreautoflavour
- ^yeah don't do it. i did it after reading auto's note. don't do it after you read mine.
DON'T.sarahfailin - I just googled it. Biggest effing mistake of my life, ever. Do NOT google it. Just let it go. Trust me.iCanHazQBN