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Meeklo, similar tale to yours... I was a chronic smoker... the main reason I never got into drugs is because I knew damn well they would take over and kill me... I was a constant smoker. I smoked endless cigarettes until I met my missus and she smoked rollies, so I switched to rollies and I was smoking a large european size pack of Drum almost every single day. A whole pouch, every day. There would be a bit left in the pack every morning, sure, but generally 1 a day was my quota.
I eventually started visualising just what that would be doing to my body every time I took a drag. Not intentionally though, it just became this dreadful fear, a sort of realisation that I was mutilating my delicate intrenal organs slowly and willfully and it fucking terrified me. So Iw as a constant smoker, constantly terrified by it and eventually I just got too scared to carry on. I ran out of tobacco one day and my missus said she'd go to the shop and get another one and I just said "Please don't".
That was that. We both stopped, about five or six years ago. I also got to be a bit of a paunchy bastard and I am also just (hopefully) seeing that drop off, but fuck me I'd rather be a tubby cunt than a dead cunt with lungs like two chewed up toffees.
- good for you man..
I did my share of drugs but I dont even smoke weed nowMeeklo
- good for you man..