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I never knew JJ, it was before my time. I caught the tail end of his bombing campaign here, but missed the main spectacle.
Of the posts I did catch, which were numerous, I felt very sad about what I read despite not knowing him. I had a friend a number of years ago who went exactly... EXACTLY the same way. The delusions and beliefs, the elevation, the conviction that he'd seen the fundamental mechanisms of the cosmos and was somehow illuminated and deified as a result. The whole thing about his life so far converging on one spark of unification with yourself as a homunulous representation of meaning of everything, the strange mixture of supreme godliness with dark as hell violent threats and fascination with brutal destruction.. the whole thing, almost word for word. Its like hyper-autism of the logic facility or something.
Before he got slapped off here completely I thought I might try to get a conversation going with him. My friend got caught up in all sorts of crazy .orgs online as his delusion took hold, and the last thing he did was join up with "the lightworkers" who told him he was god I think. I had a strange feeling this JJ guy might also have been in contact with one of the same organisations as my friend, becuase the stuff he was spouting off was almost identical in its theories, its mechanisms and even in the written style. Some of the things he wrote actually made me think it was my friend, back from oblivion.
Sadly, the other person never came back from his state of mind and eventually just went completely off the field. Last heard of in 2001, talking about Debbie Gibson being the cente of the universe.
This JJ needs help, but he doesn't know he needs help. He thinks he's the crucial spark in a giant cosmic device and everything else is just irrelevant playstuff.